convention

few days ago i had to go to a conference..at first i really dont want to go, because im taking short course and im afraid it will affect my study..yes, i admit im quite selfish but after certain issues came out i think i cnt just abandon the club and others..because i am responsible 4 whatever happen to them, what done is done, i'll be responsible for BAS students..

ok, when i've been invited to the conference, iwas thinking, it may be formal, you know, the kind where all the students leader will gather and i was thinking that they may better than me as i am not quite a leader myself..quite playful haha..but when it came to work believe me, i can be serious...

Our delegation was about 16-17..and when we arrive there is not like what i've expected, and i think the others also felt the same..they treat us not as a leader but like kids..thats what i felt..but maybe their intention was to unstress us..its a good idea actually but maybe after this we can change it more mature activities where we introduce ourselves formally, that may be better..this is just an opinion..who am i to judge their activities..but the least they can do is by showing respect as we are the students leader and also their guest..

I dont want to say much in this matter...what past is past, just take this as an opportunity 4 us to develop ourselves to become better..life is about learning right?we are not perfect...we make mistake, and we will continuous make mistake..the questions is whther we are willing to admit our mistake and change 4 the better good..it takes a lot of courage to admit it...ego is one of the challenges we must face to admit our mistake..

Drop the ego, just admit if u did wrong..4 the info this is nothing to do with the convention.. some people choose to ignore it.. i just wish that people take responsibility 4 what there have done, dont just run away, face the fact that u make a mistake and change it..

I know most of comittee face the same problems...lack of commitment from the members..i dnt know, mayb its my fault, fail to be a leader, but please if you cannot commit, i will be gladly to accept your resignation..i dont know what is the purpose 4 you all join the comittee...maybe you think this is 4 your popularity or something..i need a supporter..and i believe i had support the best i can 4 you guys..but dont get over board..dont think im quiet i can be easily step on..

trip

wow it's been so long since i visit this page, almost forgot about it..i've been busy since i continue my study n dont know what to write anymore..actually not that busy just dont have the feeling to write anymore..but today, i felt like writing..i'm at UK right know, 4 my sister convocation..just arrive yesterday..

it has been a long and boring flight. nothing to do except sit..can u imagine sitting on a bus for 14 hours...yeah that's how i felt..yes, they offer games n movies for 30 rggt, n i dont think it's worth it, because before that i've bought the food n it cost 40 rggt inclding my mum's..so what to do? just sitting like a statue n i hardly can sleep at all, cause the chair is straight..how im grateful to land after 14 hours sitting in d plane..it's quite cold, 5 dgree n when im talking there's smoke coming up, alwys wnted to do tht :p..today the second day, it is 9.pm now, here 4pm its already dark..so i think its quite boring,n if in msia we stay in d car to keep cold but here we stay in d car to keep warm..funny isn't it..

that's it 4 now, too cold to write anymore, i son't know when will i write again, depends on my mood i guess..so 2 all d readers n bloggers, keep up the good wrinting n hepi blogging

adapting to new environment

sorry for the long leave..i thought i just want to close up this blog..i can't find any free time to write and don't know what to write.. i'm trying to adapt to the degree's life style..and it can be concluded that, this is and will be busy, busy and busy..but it's quite ok..i got to make some new friends..and the environment is nice 2..actually, right know is the final exam week..i just hang out at my fac tonight..just updating frenster, facebook and this blog..it has been my routine to go to fac, to study and surfing intrnet..my nexp papr will be on sunday, Social marketing..
hopefully i can do all my best to score that paper.. gudluck to all that are having their final..do your best, and study smart..

new year

i've been busy so i don't have time to update my blog..i just got accepted to further my degree..so, i hardly have the time to update after this..without notice, we have step into the year of 2009..and new beginning for those who just started the school and to my brother who will face SPM this year..study hard lil bro..and as for me a new path to follow..

for some of us, new year means new dreams to achieve..i envy those who have dreams.. i don't know what are my dreams..i'm still thinking..but for know, i just want to achieve 3 pointer..

i think that's all, mayb after this i'll write about my experience as the new students in the university..

mountain climbing

Last week, my friends and i went for mountain climbing..after a week planning, we decided to went to Gunung Datuk. This is the first time I went for mountain climbing, then again, it's the same with my friends. None of us had the experience but we still want to go.hehe, so this week post is about my adventure to Gng Datuk


15 nov 08, saturday
today, my friends and i will have an adventure. we were going to climb g.Datuk. Last night, we went for shopping. we bought some food and water but i think the food we bought was more than enough, we were just 4 including me. I wonder who will carry all those food..

i woke up at 5.45 am, actually, i couldn't sleep at all. Maybe I'm just excited, well was the first time i went to mountain climbing. there're many questions just popped out my head like what if we got lost?? will we survive? any wild animals??haha,in the end, we still made out alive..

the guys pick me up at my house at 8a.m, then we stop for breakfast and hit the road. nothing happen on the way there, i just look out the window and day dreaming. we arrived there at 9.15am

we start hiking at 9.30 am, and at first we enjoy the view but after 30 minutes all we don't care about the view because we're just want to get to the top..it was seriously exhausted.. along the way we met with some group from japan and american(i think. after 2 hours and a half we finally reach the top..and we're not the only one..there were students from upm at the top and a lot of them..the tiring journey to the top disappear after watching the wonderful view on the top of the mountain..the winds that blows just make me feel like i'm flying although i'm not really good with high places but i don't really care after felt the cool breeze and the all the view, i can't really explains it with words. it's like all your problems fade away, just want to enjoy the view..

i hope to climb again although all of us walk kinda funny after we got down haha, but it was worth it..my muscles were really in pain but it all gone when we went to hot spring..it really cools down the pain..so, if you looking out for adventure, try mountain climbing it's really fun..

tagged by Rimza:Back 2 school

5 bad behavior at school

-I'm not the social type of guy. People hardly notice me. When i was in form 1-3 i went to school with all races..i'm quite close to chinese and indian rather than my own races, malay.. so when i transfer to technic school, there was a lot of malay so it was a shock at the beginning and made me non-social guy

-I was a quiet student. just talk when i need to. if asked, then i will talk..i was only close with few of my class mates. even my teacher always targeted me when they wanted to asked questions.

-i was a prefect at my school. but i'm not really doing my job, maybe because i don't have a proper senior haha..when i was chosen to be prefect, my senior quit so i was depending on myself unlike other newbie prefects that had their mentor. so, i abusing my power i guess..hey, prefect got to go recess early right?haha

-homework. haha, i'm sure you guys had this behavior..well, i'm not that lazy, it's just sometimes when i don't know the questions i leave them then the next morning, i got punished..well, most of the time, i was the source of my classmates to copy..

- we used to trade cd at school even though it is forbidden. games, songs, movie that kind of stuff.. when, i was a prefect, it was really easy because my bag didn't get checked but after i got retired haha, it was still easy..:p

3 favourite subjects

- english, loved them..well, i got history actually. when i was in primary school, i was afraid with the english teacher, i ran home. i was 9( i think) and i went home by myself..walking haha..but i got caught when i nearly reached my home by the bus driver haha..my mom said, i had to go to counseling but i don't remember hehe..since that, i loved english and i even got award for the best student in english for SPM, and the teachers also was nice..thanks to all english teacher.

- science..i loved to do experiment. play with the fire, forgot what they called that thing..

-practical, it was include in subject right?? anyway, that was the only subject that don't have to use my brain just my skill..

3 subject that you dislikes

-history, memorize i not my thing but at uitm, i still got the course that had a lot of memorize subject.

-math, i was not very good in counting.

-theory, this was the most difficult subject..i nearly lost my brain function haha

your attraction??

-well, i was a quiet student, non social..i don't think I had attraction but I had a secret admirer. until now, i don't know who was that person..maybe, some pranks done by my classmates..

things you like??

-early in the morning, recess, and after school because i got to see my crush haha..she just beside our class so only that time can i see her walking to her class. that's why i changed my sit near to the windows, easy to day dreaming and see her when she passed by haha..I missed those days..

things you cannot live without??

pencil box..need that to do the homework. books, if not, the teacher will scold..

Word of Wisdom

Today i’m not going to write about my experience rather I would like to write about a book or article I came across. I’m not finish reading it but it’s quite interesting. I’m not going to brag or something but I always interested in the motivation book. It helps me a lot. There’s this one book about how to gain self confidence, after I read it, you could say that i’ve changed but that’s another book. The book I came across was written by Aaidh ibn Abdullah al- Qarni. It is long and i meant very long so i just going write the summary chapter by chapter continuosly on my next post. I admit that I’m not a very good guy but I’m trying to change. We’re not getting younger, we’re getting older so so I just want to share this wisdom to all the readers and I hope this can help us to find a better path in our lives and become a better person

The first chapter is stated that we should be thankful for what we have been given. We have been given senses, eyes to see, mouth to talk, ears to hear, feet to walk, hands to eat by the Almighty God. Thankful to what we have. Have you ever thought, how can we see the wonderful of world if we don’t have our eyes to see. Would you willing to sell those sight just to have a castle or a mountain of gold? It means that whenever we feel dissatisfied about our lives or whenever you thought life’s not fair for not having money or seeing other people who are rich than you, remember you have properties that cannot be bought that worth millions, billions that cannot be count, your senses. Be grateful with what you have, remember that there are people who are more poor than us.

This is only the beginning of the book. There is a lot where that came from. I have a lot to learn, and i wish to share this wisdom with you. May we can change from what we are now to the person that grateful and thankful for what we have. InsyaAllah.