convention

few days ago i had to go to a conference..at first i really dont want to go, because im taking short course and im afraid it will affect my study..yes, i admit im quite selfish but after certain issues came out i think i cnt just abandon the club and others..because i am responsible 4 whatever happen to them, what done is done, i'll be responsible for BAS students..

ok, when i've been invited to the conference, iwas thinking, it may be formal, you know, the kind where all the students leader will gather and i was thinking that they may better than me as i am not quite a leader myself..quite playful haha..but when it came to work believe me, i can be serious...

Our delegation was about 16-17..and when we arrive there is not like what i've expected, and i think the others also felt the same..they treat us not as a leader but like kids..thats what i felt..but maybe their intention was to unstress us..its a good idea actually but maybe after this we can change it more mature activities where we introduce ourselves formally, that may be better..this is just an opinion..who am i to judge their activities..but the least they can do is by showing respect as we are the students leader and also their guest..

I dont want to say much in this matter...what past is past, just take this as an opportunity 4 us to develop ourselves to become better..life is about learning right?we are not perfect...we make mistake, and we will continuous make mistake..the questions is whther we are willing to admit our mistake and change 4 the better good..it takes a lot of courage to admit it...ego is one of the challenges we must face to admit our mistake..

Drop the ego, just admit if u did wrong..4 the info this is nothing to do with the convention.. some people choose to ignore it.. i just wish that people take responsibility 4 what there have done, dont just run away, face the fact that u make a mistake and change it..

I know most of comittee face the same problems...lack of commitment from the members..i dnt know, mayb its my fault, fail to be a leader, but please if you cannot commit, i will be gladly to accept your resignation..i dont know what is the purpose 4 you all join the comittee...maybe you think this is 4 your popularity or something..i need a supporter..and i believe i had support the best i can 4 you guys..but dont get over board..dont think im quiet i can be easily step on..